I finally got a call from the doctor's office around 4:00.
hcg = 6
Most likely a chemical pregnancy. I am supposed to stop my meds and go back in two days for another blood draw to see if things get back to zero and then we decide what to do next.
Welcome to my hell.
27 comments:
NONONONONO!!! Not fair!!! I have been refreshing your blog all day waiting for your BFP. I am so very sorry. I wish I knew you IRL and could give you a hug. You have been so supportive of me and I wanted this for you. I'm so sad for you. This really sucks.
I am so unbelievably sorry Courtney.
There is no better definition for that....I am so sorry sweetie. I know there is nothing that can be said to make things better right now. You just dwell in the sadness all you need.
I'm so, so sorry. I'm sending a thousand hugs your way.
I am so sorry. And those words can hardly touch how much I mean it.
You did everything right. You deserved a BFP. Nothing is logical in IFville.
It just plain sucks.
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! I was praying for your bfp. I'm so sorry it didn't work out.
OH my dreadfulness. hugs Courtney. You are in my thoughts
Courtney, I am so sorry to read this...I know that gut-wrenching pain you are feeling, and nothing I can say will make it go away, but please know I am thinking about you....
Shit, shit, shit!!! I am so sorry. That just sucks. I am thinking about you. Big, BIG hug.
Ugh - I am so sorry. You have been such a great support and I hope I can do the same for you. This sucks.
I am so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you. XOXO
I am so sorry. So very sorry.
I'm so sorry. Sending big hugs your way!
I am so sorry, Courtney.
i don't know you but i'm sorry courtney. i found your blog thru "fertiize me " - again, i am truly sorry.
I am so sorry.
I am so sorry... Wishing you peace as you go through this.
So sorry.
I am so very, very sorry. It really isn't fair. It's a terrible thing...I had a chemical pregnancy last month too after our first fet...I'm so sorry. I will keep you in my prayers.
I'm so sorry. I know how you feel, life just really sucks sometimes.
My heart just aches for you.
Do whatever it is you need to get through this. I hope it ends quickly.
Fuck, I'm so sorry.
Hell is it for sure. I am so sorry!
So close. I'm so sorry this has happened.
Bea
It's just so freakin unfair!
I'm sorry. I'm thinking of you.
i'm so sorry for your loss.
I'm so sorry, what a dreadful disappointment. Words don't say it, do they.