The laughter, tears, and anomalies of trying to create a family and a place in this world. There are no guarantees.

Today Is My Thanksgiving


First off, I feel the need to apologize for stepping away for the last several days and not commenting on all of the blogs that I would have liked to. Please understand that I have still been a cheerleader, albeit a silent one, but I have been reading every word and wishing the best for all of you. The truth is, I have been scared shitless while waiting for testing day to come around, and was afraid to mutter even a peep.

It sounds like many of you had a fantastic holiday and that makes me so happy. Our Thanksgiving was very nice and we did our usual running around to visit with various family members. It was an untraditional shrimp boil on Wednesday night with my husband's immediate family, a traditional meal on Thursday with my husband's extended family, and tamales and snack food on Friday with my immediate family while watching a
storied rivalry in college football (the good food made up for my alma mater's loss). We also paused for a moment to acknowledge Heidi's (my fur baby) 6th birthday...happy birthday little one!

And throughout all of our scurrying about town, we were thankful. Thankful for all that we had, all that we have, and all that we will have. What my husband and I are most thankful for during this holiday season is the new life that we have created, and the absolute hope that it stays with us and flourishes.


Today feels like yet another holiday. It is a personal holiday for me. I survived an entire week (I know, I know it is truly pathetic) and made it to testing day. I thought today would never get here, but it did. I finally got my results back around 4:30 this afternoon, and after I hung up the phone I couldn't help but cry tears of relief:


hcg 3028

progesterone 46.5


And there it is. Happy Thanksgiving. I am so thankful for these numbers because it means that something is happening. It means that I can cherish one more moment, one more day of being pregnant.
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16 comments:

On November 27, 2007 at 7:28 AM , Larisa said...

Thrilled, thrilled, thrilled for you!! That's a great rise. Hoping for more of the same.

 
On November 27, 2007 at 8:57 AM , AwkwardMoments said...

I know that college rivalry loss... i had to eat food to make up for it too.... and i am very thankful for those gret numbers!!!

 
On November 27, 2007 at 9:11 AM , lltanderson said...

those are awesome numbers!! congratulations!

 
On November 27, 2007 at 9:23 AM , M said...

BEAUTIFUL!! I love seeing good rising numbers!!!

 
On November 27, 2007 at 9:40 AM , Anonymous said...

Yay yay yay for the great numbers!

Don't worry - Nebraska sucked big time on Friday too! I become a Texas fan when we're this bad though. :)

 
On November 27, 2007 at 10:29 AM , Kate said...

Your numbers are so great! Keep them coming! That game was so STUPID! My dad was ticked off the whole rest of the day. So was I - NOT an Aggie fan. My brother is a UT grad, but I went to Tech. So glad you had a good holiday!!

 
On November 27, 2007 at 10:46 AM , JJ said...

So fantastic Courtney--wonderful news--sounds like more than one "something" is doing some growing in there!

 
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On November 27, 2007 at 12:35 PM , nickoletta100 said...

Well Happy Thanksgiving to you!!!!

 
On November 27, 2007 at 12:40 PM , Tara said...

This is great news. I've been sending you love all week. I hope next week is more of the same great news.

 
On November 27, 2007 at 1:59 PM , lub said...

Crying for you. Congratulations and HAPPY THANKSgiving!

 
On November 27, 2007 at 10:59 PM , Natalie said...

Woohoo, that's so so SOOOO awesome!

 
On November 28, 2007 at 7:24 PM , Chastity said...

What great numbers! I am so excited for you!!

BTW, I just read your latest comment on my blog and couldn't find an email address for you....that was the first comment I've ever received on a post that's over a year old, lol.

 
On November 28, 2007 at 8:22 PM , Cibele said...

Yay Yay Yay!!!!! great , fantastic numbers... so exciting!!!!! congraulations

 
On November 30, 2007 at 7:46 PM , Wordgirl said...

Yea!

Yea!

I'm doing a little happy dance in my computer chair.

Courtney those are terrific numbers...

You are in my thoughts,

Pam

 
On November 30, 2007 at 7:47 PM , Wordgirl said...

Oh, and P.S. -- college football?

Colorado has so sucked for so many years now...I think the last time they won a championship was when I graduated -- OMG 14 years ago????!!!